how to ruin your life in less than two weeks:

1. befriend a notorious stoner
2. make special brownies
3. take them to a show choir competition
4. eat them
5. get caught


i should write a book.

oh.

ten days suspension plus 6-10 weeks of rehab. rehab for pot? yes. apparently. at least i will not be alone for the suspension. rachel and sarah will be with me. we formed a club. the mary janes. (it's the shoes, duh. what were you thinking) a book club.


i'm so stupid.


no more show choir for me.
i will join young democrats.
and now i have more room in my schedule.

i'm just so shocked that of all the people that do it, we get caught.

this will be the last post for quite some time.

they're selling my car, the beloved silverwind. i will miss it. incredibly. this just means i will have to get a very good job this summer and then buy a very shitty car. which was what i wanted in the first place.

the parents say i'm not allowed to talk to sarah and rachel. i have absolutely no intention of doing that. at all.

at least i'll get some reading done.

catherine wrote me a letter, i think she is still twelve. she doesn't know yet. so how am i to respond? how's it going? i royally fucked myself over and several people do not like me at all. hope you're doing well.

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so, in conclusion, my life is over.